with one’s own is apt to have a posing and even ennobling influence； since plain speaking is possible and subterfuges of no avail。 Rodney； too； was much in need of a confidant； Katharine； despite her promises of help； had failed him at the critical moment； she had gone off with Denham； she was； perhaps； tormenting Denham as she had tormented him。 How grave and stable he seemed； speaking little； and walking firmly； pared with what Rodney knew of his own torments and indecisions！ He began to cast about for some way of telling the story of his relations with Katharine and Cassandra that would not lower him in Denham’s eyes。 It then occurred to him 345 Night and Day that； perhaps； Katharine herself had confided in Denham； they had something in mon； it was likely that they had discussed him that very afternoon。 The desire to discover what they had said of him now came uppermost in his mind。 He recalled Katharine’s laugh； he remembered that she had gone； laughing； to walk with Denham。 “Did you stay long after we’d left？” he asked abruptly。 “No。 We went back to my house。” This seemed to confirm Rodney’s belief that he had been discussed。 He turned over the unpalatable idea for a while； in silence。 “Women are inprehensible creatures； Denham！” he then exclaimed。 “Um；” said Denham； who seemed to himself possessed of plete understanding； not merely of women； but of the entire universe。 He could read Rodney； too； like a book。 He knew that he was unhappy； and he pitied him； and wished to help him。 “You say something and they—fly into a passion。 Or for no reason at all； they laugh。 I take it that no amount of education will—” The remainder of the sentence was lost in the high wind； against which they had to struggle； but Denham understood that he referred to Katharine’s laughter； and that the memory of it was still hurting him。 In parison with Rodney； Denham felt himself very secure； he saw Rodney as one of the lost birds dashed senseless against the glass； one of the flying bodies of which the air was full。 But he and Katharine were alone together； aloft； splendid； and luminous with a twofold radiance。 He pitied the unstable creature beside him； he felt a desire to protect him； exposed without the knowledge which made his own way so direct。 They were united as the adventurous are united； though one reaches the goal and the other perishes by the way。 “You couldn’t laugh at some one you cared for。” This sentence； apparently addressed to no other human being； reached Denham’s ears。 The wind seemed to muffle it and fly away with it directly。 Had Rodney spoken those words？ “You love her。” Was that his own voice； which seemed to sound in the air several yards in front of him？ “I’ve suffered tortures； Denham； tortures！” 346 Virginia Woolf “Yes； yes； I know that。” “She’s laughed at me。” “Never—to me。” The wind blew a space between the words—blew them so far away that they seemed unspoken。 “How I’ve loved her！” This was certainly spoken by the man at Denham’s side。 The voice had all the marks of Rodney’s character； and recalled； with； strange vividness； his personal appearance。 Denham could see him against the blank buildings and towers of the horizon。 He saw him dignified； exalted； and tragic； as he might have appeared thinking of Katharine alone in his rooms at night。 “I am in love with Katharine myself。 That is why I am here tonight。” Ralph spoke distinctly and deliberately； as if Rodney’s confession had made this statement necessary。 Rodney exclaimed something inarticulate。 “Ah； I’ve always known it；” he cried； “I’ve known it from the first。 You’ll marry her！” The cry had a note of despair in it。 Again the wind intercepted their words。 They said no more。 At length they drew up beneath a lamppost； simultaneously。 “My God； Denham； what fools we both are！” Rodney exclaimed。 They looked at each other； queerly； in the light of the lamp。 Fools！ They seemed to confess to each other the extreme depths of their folly。 For the moment； under the lamppost； they seemed to be aware of some mon knowledge which did away with the possibility of rivalry； and made them feel more sympathy for each other than for any one else in the world。 Giving simultaneously a little nod； as if in confirmation of this understanding； they parted without speaking again。 347 Night and Day CHAPTER XXIX Between twelve and one that Sunday night Katharine lay in bed； not asleep； but in that twilight region where a detached and humorous view of our own lot is possible； or if we must be serious； our seriousness is tempered by the swift one of slumber and oblivion。 She saw the forms of Ralph； William； Cassandra； and herself； as if they were all equally unsubstantial； and； in putting off reality； had gained a kind of dignity which rested upon each impartially。 Thus rid of any unfortable warmth of partisanship or load of obligation； she was dropping off to sleep when a light tap sounded upon her door。 A moment later Cassandra stood beside her； holding a candle and speaking in the low tones proper to the time of night。 “Are you awake； Katharine？” “Yes； I’m awake。 What is it？” She roused herself； sat up； and asked what in Heaven’s name Cassandra was doing？ “I couldn’t sleep； and I thought I’d e and speak to you—only for a moment； though。 I’m going home to morrow。” “Home？ Why； what has happened？” “Something happened today which makes it impossible for me to stay here。” Cassandra spoke formally； almost solemnly； the announcement was clearly prepared and marked a crisis of the utmost gravity。 She continued what seemed to be part of a set speech。 “I have decided to tell you the whole truth； Katharine。 William allowed himself to behave in a way which made me extremely unfortable today。” Katharine seemed to waken pletely； and at once to be in control of herself。 “At the Zoo？”