their relationship。 Katharine’s answer to his protestation had been short and sensible。 Half a sheet of notepaper contained the whole of it; for she merely had to say that she was not in love with him; and so could not marry him; but their friendship would continue; she hoped; unchanged。 She had added a postscript in which she stated; “I like your son very much。” So far as William was concerned; this appearance of ease was assumed。 Three times that afternoon he had dressed himself in a tailcoat; and three times he had discarded it for an old dressinggown; three times he had placed his pearl tiepin in position; and three times he had removed it again; the little lookingglass in his room being the witness of these changes of mind。 The question was; which would Katharine prefer on this particular afternoon in December? He read her note once more; and the postscript about the son settled the matter。 Evi dently she admired most the poet in him; and as this; on the whole; agreed with his own opinion; he decided to err; if anything; on the side of shabbiness。 His demeanor was also regulated with premeditation; he spoke little; and only on impersonal matters; he wished her to realize that in visiting him for the first time alone she was doing nothing remarkable; although; in fact; that was a point about which he was not at all sure。 Certainly Katharine seemed quite unmoved by any disturbing thoughts; and if he had been pletely master of himself; he might; indeed; have plained that she was a trifle absentminded。 The ease; the familiarity of the situation alone with Rodney; among teacups and candles; had more effect upon her than was apparent。 She asked to look at his books; and then at his pictures。 It was while she held photograph from the Greek in her hands that she exclaimed; impulsively; if incongruously: “My oysters! I had a basket;” she explained; “and I’ve left it somewhere。 Uncle Dudley dines with us tonight。 What in the world have I done with them?” She rose and began to wander about the room。 William 115 Night and Day rose also; and stood in front of the fire; muttering; “Oysters; oysters—your basket of oysters!” but though he looked vaguely here and there; as if the oysters might be on the top of the bookshelf; his eyes returned always to Katharine。 She drew the curtain and looked out among the scanty leaves of the plarees。 “I had them;” she calculated; “in the Strand; I sat on a seat。 Well; never mind;” she concluded; turning back into the room abruptly; “I dare say some old creature is enjoying them by this time。” “I should have thought that you never forgot anything;” William remarked; as they settled down again。 “That’s part of the myth about me; I know;” Katharine replied。 “And I wonder;” William proceeded; with some caution; “what the truth about you is? But I know this sort of thing doesn’t interest you;” he added hastily; with a touch of peevishness。 “No; it doesn’t interest me very much;” she replied candidly。 “What shall we talk about then?” he asked。 She looked rather whimsically round the walls of the room。 “However we start; we end by talking about the same thing—about poetry; I mean。 I wonder if you realize; William; that I’ve never read even Shakespeare? It’s rather wonderful how I’ve kept it up all these years。” “You’ve kept it up for ten years very beautifully; as far as I’m concerned;” he said。 “Ten years? So long as that?” “And I don’t think it’s always bored you;” he added。 She looked into the fire silently。 She could not deny that the surface of her feeling was absolutely unruffled by anything in William’s character; on the contrary; she felt certain that she could deal with whatever turned up。 He gave her peace; in which she could think of things that were far removed from what they talked about。 Even now; when he sat within a yard of her; how easily her mind ranged hither and thither! Suddenly a picture presented itself before her; without any effort on her part as pictures will; of herself in these very rooms; she had e in from a lecture; and she held a pile of books in her 116 Virginia Woolf hand; scientific books; and books about mathematics and astronomy which she had mastered。 She put them down on the table over there。 It was a picture plucked from her life two or three years hence; when she was married to William; but here she checked herself abruptly。 She could not entirely forget William’s presence; because; in spite of his efforts to control himself; his nervousness was apparent。 On such occasions his eyes protruded more than ever; and his face had more than ever the appearance of being covered with a thin crackling skin; through which every flush of his volatile blood showed itself instantly。 By this time he had shaped so many sentences and rejected them; felt so many impulses and subdued them; that he was a uniform scarlet。 “You may say you don’t read books;” he remarked; “but; all the same; you know about them。 Besides; who wants you to be learned? Leave that to the poor devils who’ve got nothing better to do。 You—you—ahem!—” “Well; then; why don’t you read me something before I go?” said Katharine; looking at her watch。 “Katharine; you’ve only just e! Let me see now; what have I got to show you?” He rose; and stirred about the papers on his table; as if in doubt; he then picked up a manuscript; and after spreading it smoothly upon his knee; he looked up at Katharine suspiciously。 He caught her smiling。 “I believe you only ask me to read out of kindness;” he burst out。 “Let’s find something else to talk about。 Who have you been seeing?” “I don’t generally ask things out of kindness;” Katharine observed; “however; if you don’t want to read; you needn’t。” William gave a queer snort of exasperation; and opened his manuscript once more; though he kept his eyes upon her face as he did so。 No face could have been grav