《夜与日》第38章


years; pretending; letting one take it for granted; that he 
was single。 And the poor deserted little wife—” 
“She is not his wife;” Aunt Celia interrupted。 
“I’ve never heard anything so detestable!” Mrs。 Hilbery 
wound up; striking her fist on the arm of her chair。 As she 
realized the facts she became thoroughly disgusted; although; 
perhaps; she was more hurt by the concealment 
of the sin than by the sin itself。 She looked splendidly 
roused and indignant; and Katharine felt an immense relief 
and pride in her mother。 It was plain that her indignation 
was very genuine; and that her mind was as perfectly 
focused upon the facts as any one could wish— 
more so; by a long way; than Aunt Celia’s mind; which 
seemed to be timidly circling; with a morbid pleasure; in 
these unpleasant shades。 She and her mother together 
would take the situation in hand; visit Cyril; and see the 
whole thing through。 
“We must realize Cyril’s point of view first;” she said; 
speaking directly to her mother; as if to a contemporary; 
but before the words were out of her mouth; there was 
more confusion outside; and Cousin Caroline; Mrs。 Hilbery’s 
maiden cousin; entered the room。 Although she was by 
birth an Alardyce; and Aunt Celia a Hilbery; the plexities 
of the family relationship were such that each was at 
once first and second cousin to the other; and thus aunt 
and cousin to the culprit Cyril; so that his misbehavior 
was almost as much Cousin Caroline’s affair as Aunt Celia’s。 
Cousin Caroline was a lady of very imposing height and 
circumference; but in spite of her size and her handsome 
trappings; there was something exposed and unsheltered 
in her expression; as if for many summers her thin red 
skin and hooked nose and reduplication of chins; so much 
resembling the profile of a cockatoo; had been bared to 
the weather; she was; indeed; a single lady; but she had; 
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it was the habit to say; “made a life for herself;” and was 
thus entitled to be heard with respect。 
“This unhappy business;” she began; out of breath as 
she was。 “If the train had not gone out of the station just 
as I arrived; I should have been with you before。 Celia 
has doubtless told you。 You will agree with me; Maggie。 
He must be made to marry her at once for the sake of the 
children—” 
“But does he refuse to marry her?” Mrs。 Hilbery inquired; 
with a return of her bewilderment。 
“He has written an absurd perverted letter; all quotations;” 
Cousin Caroline puffed。 “He thinks he’s doing a very 
fine thing; where we only see the folly of it… 。 The girl’s 
every bit as infatuated as he is—for which I blame him。” 
“She entangled him;” Aunt Celia intervened; with a very 
curious smoothness of intonation; which seemed to convey 
a vision of threads weaving and interweaving a close; 
white mesh round their victim。 
“It’s no use going into the rights and wrongs of the 
affair now; Celia;” said Cousin Caroline with some acerbity; 
for she believed herself the only practical one of the 
family; and regretted that; owing to the slowness of the 
kitchen clock; Mrs。 Milvain had already confused poor 
dear Maggie with her own inplete version of the facts。 
“The mischief’s done; and very ugly mischief too。 Are we 
to allow the third child to be born out of wedlock? (I am 
sorry to have to say these things before you; Katharine。) 
He will bear your name; Maggie—your father’s name; remember。” 
“But let us hope it will be a girl;” said Mrs。 Hilbery。 
Katharine; who had been looking at her mother constantly; 
while the chatter of tongues held sway; perceived 
that the look of straightforward indignation had already 
vanished; her mother was evidently casting about in her 
mind for some method of escape; or bright spot; or sudden 
illumination which should show to the satisfaction 
of everybody that all had happened; miraculously but 
incontestably; for the best。 
“It’s detestable—quite detestable!” she repeated; but 
in tones of no great assurance; and then her face lit up 
with a smile which; tentative at first; soon became almost 
assured。 “Nowadays; people don’t think so badly of 
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these things as they used to do;” she began。 “It will be 
horribly unfortable for them sometimes; but if they 
are brave; clever children; as they will be; I dare say it’ll 
make remarkable people of them in the end。 Robert Browning 
used to say that every great man has Jewish blood in 
him; and we must try to look at it in that light。 And; after 
all; Cyril has acted on principle。 One may disagree with 
his principle; but; at least; one can respect it—like the 
French Revolution; or Cromwell cutting the King’s head 
off。 Some of the most terrible things in history have been 
done on principle;” she concluded。 
“I’m afraid I take a very different view of principle;” 
Cousin Caroline remarked tartly。 
“Principle!” Aunt Celia repeated; with an air of deprecating 
such a word in such a connection。 “I will go tomorrow 
and see him;” she added。 
“But why should you take these disagreeable things 
upon yourself; Celia?” Mrs。 Hilbery interposed; and Cousin 
Caroline thereupon protested with some further plan involving 
sacrifice of herself。 
Growing weary of it all; Katharine turned to the win
dow; and stood among the folds of the curtain; pressing 
close to the windowpane; and gazing disconsolately at 
the river much in the attitude of a child depressed by the 
meaningless talk of its elders。 She was much disappointed 
in her mother—and in herself too。 The little tug which 
she gave to the blind; letting it fly up to the top with a 
snap; signified her annoyance。 She was very angry; and 
yet impotent to give expression to her anger; or know 
with whom she was angry。 How they talked and moralized 
and made up stories to suit their own version of the being; 
and secretly praised their own devotion and tact! 
No; they had their dwelling in a mist; she decided; hundreds 
of miles away —away from what? “Perhaps it would 
be bette
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