〃I"m overreacting;〃 I assured them quickly。 〃It"s okay; I think。 Hold on。〃 I pulled out my cell phone and hit the speed dial。 Edward answered on the first ring。 Jacob and Renesmee listened intently to my side as I filled Edward in。 〃e; bring Carlisle;〃 I trilled so fast I wondered if Jacob could keep up。 〃I saw Irina; and she saw me; but then she saw Jacob and she got mad and ran away; I think。 She hasn"t shown up here—yet; anyway—but she looked pretty upset so maybe she will。 If she doesn"t; you and Carlisle have to go after her and talk to her。 I feel so bad。〃 Jacob rumbled。 〃We"ll be there in half a minute;〃 Edward assured me; and I could hear the whoosh of the wind his running made。 We darted back to the long meadow and then waited silently as Jacob and I listened carefully for the sound of an approach we did not recognize。 When the sound came; though; it was very familiar。 And then Edward was at my side; Carlisle a few seconds behind。 I was surprised to hear the heavy pad of big paws following behind Carlisle。 I supposed I shouldn"t have been shocked。 With Renesmee in even a hint of danger; of course Jacob would call in reinforcements。 〃She was up on that ridge;〃 I told them at once; pointing out the spot。 If Irina was fleeing; she already had quite a head start。 Would she stop and listen to Carlisle? Her expression before made me think not。 〃Maybe you should call Emmett and Jasper and have them e with you。 She looked。。。 really upset。 She growled at me。〃 〃What?〃 Edward said angrily。 Carlisle put a hand on his arm。 〃She"s grieving。 HI go after her。〃 Tm ing with you;〃 Edward insisted。 They exchanged a long glance—perhaps Carlisle was measuring Edward"s irritation with Irina against his helpfulness as a mind reader。 Finally; Carlisle nodded; and they took off to find the trail without calling for Jasper or Emmett。 Jacob huffed impatiently and poked my back with his nose。 He must want Renesmee back at the safety of the house; just in case。 I agreed with him on that; and we hurried home with Seth and Leah running at our flanks。 Renesmee was placent in my arms; one hand still resting on my face。 Since the hunting trip had been aborted; she would just have to make do with donated blood。 Her thoughts were a little smug。 28。 THE FUTURE Carlisle and Edward had not been able to catch up with Irina before her trail disappeared into the sound。 They"d swum to the other bank to see if her trail had picked up in a straight line; but there was no trace of Page 316 Generatedby ABC Amber LIT Converter; :。processtext。abclit。html her for miles in either direction on the eastern shore。 It was all my fault。 She had e; as Alice had seen; to make peace with the Cullens; only to be angered by my camaraderie with Jacob。 I wished I"d noticed her earlier; before Jacob had phased。 I wished we"d gone hunting somewhere else。 There wasn"t much to be done。 Carlisle had called Tanya with the disappointing news。 Tanya and Kate hadn"t seen Irina since they"d decided to e to my wedding; and they were distraught that Irina had e so close and yet not returned home; it wasn"t easy for them to lose their sister; however temporary the separation might be。 I wondered if this brought back hard memories of losing their mother so many centuries ago。 Alice was able to catch a few glimpses of Irina"s immediate future; nothing too concrete。 She wasn"t going back to Denali; as far as Alice could tell。 The picture was hazy。 All Alice could see was that Irina was visibly upset; she wandered in the snowswathed wilderness—to the north? To the east?—with a devastated expression。 She made no decisions for a new course beyond her directionless grieving。 Days passed and; though of course I forgot nothing; Irina and her pain moved to the back of my mind。 There were more important things to think of now。 I would leave for Italy in just a few days。 When I got back; we"d all be off to South America。 Every detail had been gone over a hundred times already。 We would start with the Ticunas; tracing their legends as well as we could at the source。 Now that it was accepted that Jacob would e with us; he figured prominently in the plans—it was unlikely that the people who believed in vampires would speak to any of us about their stories。 If we deadended with the Ticunas; there were many closely related tribes in the area to research。 Carlisle had some old friends in the Amazon; if we could find them; they might have information for us; too。 Or at least a suggestion as to where else we might go for answers。 It was unlikely that the three Amazon vampires had anything to do with the legends of vampire hybrids themselves; as they were all female。 There was no way to know how long our search would take。 I hadn"t told Charlie about the longer trip yet; and I stewed about what to say to him while Edward and Carlisle"s discussion went on。 How to break the news to him just right? I stared at Renesmee while I debated internally。 She was curled up on the sofa now; her breathing slow with heavy sleep; her tangled curls splayed wildly around her face。Usually; Edward and I took her back to our cottage to put her to bed; but tonight we lingered with the family; he and Carlisle deep in their planning session。 Meanwhile; Emmett and Jasper were more excited about planning the hunting possibilities。 The Amazon offered a change from our normal quarry。 Jaguars and panthers; for example。 Emmett had a whim to wrestle with an anaconda。 Esme and Rosalie were planning what they would pack。 Jacob was off with Sam"s pack; setting things up for his own absence。 Alice moved slowly—for her—around the big room; unnecessarily tidying the already immaculate space; straightening Esme"s perfectly hung garlands。 She was recentering Esme"s vases on the console at the moment。 I could see from the way her face fluctuated—aware; then blank; then aware again—that she was searching the future。 I assumed she was trying to see through the blind spots that Jacob and Renesmee made in her visions as