tomorrow； he"s going to get suspicious。〃 〃That"s irrelevant。 We"ll make sure he"s safe； and that"s all that matters。〃 〃Then what about this tracker？ He saw the way you acted tonight。 He"s going to think you"re with me； wherever you are。〃 Emmett looked at me； insultingly surprised again。 〃Edward； listen to her；〃 he urged。 〃I think she"s right。〃 〃Yes； she is；〃 Alice agreed。 〃I can"t do that。〃 Edward"s voice was icy。 〃Emmett should stay； too；〃 I continued。 〃He definitely got an eyeful of Emmett。〃 〃What？〃 Emmett turned on me。 〃You"ll get a better crack at him if you stay；〃 Alice agreed。 Edward stared at her incredulously。 〃You think I should let her go alone？〃 〃Of course not；〃 Alice said。 〃Jasper and I will take her。〃 〃I can"t do that；〃 Edward repeated； but this time there was a trace of defeat in his voice。 The logic was working on him。 I tried to be persuasive。 〃Hang out here for a week —〃 I saw his expression in the mirror and amended 〃— a few days。 Let Charlie see you haven"t kidnapped me； and lead this James on a wildgoose chase。 Make sure he"s pletely off my trail。 Then e and meet me。 Take a roundabout route； of course； and then Jasper and Alice can go home。〃 I could see him beginning to consider it。 〃Meet you where？〃 〃Phoenix。〃 Of course。 〃No。 He"ll hear that"s where you"re going；〃 he said impatiently。 〃And you"ll make it look like that"s a ruse； obviously。 He"ll know that we"ll know that he"s listening。 He"ll never believe I"m actually going where I say I am going。〃 〃She"s diabolical；〃 Emmett chuckled。 〃And if that doesn"t work？〃 〃There are several million people in Phoenix；〃 I informed him。 〃It"s not that hard to find a phone book。〃 〃I won"t go home。〃 〃Oh？〃 he inquired； a dangerous note in his voice。 〃I"m quite old enough to get my own place。〃 〃Edward； we"ll be with her；〃 Alice reminded him。 〃What are you going to do in Phoenix？〃 he asked her scathingly。 〃Stay indoors。〃 〃I kind of like it。〃 Emmett was thinking about cornering James； no doubt。 〃Shut up； Emmett。〃 〃Look； if we try to take him down while she"s still around； there"s a much better chance that someone will get hurt — she"ll get hurt； or you will； trying to protect her。 Now； if we get him alone…〃 He trailed off with a slow smile。 I was right。 The Jeep was crawling slowly along now as we drove into town。 Despite my brave talk； I could feel the hairs on my arms standing up。 I thought about Charlie； alone in the house； and tried to be courageous。 〃Bella。〃 Edward"s voice was very soft。 Alice and Emmett looked out their windows。 〃If you let anything happen to yourself— anything at all — I"m holding you personally responsible。 Do you understand that？〃 〃Yes；〃 I gulped。 He turned to Alice。 〃Can Jasper handle this？〃 〃Give him some credit； Edward。 He"s been doing very； very well； all things considered。〃 〃Can you handle this？〃 he asked。 And graceful little Alice pulled back her lips in a horrific grimace and let loose with a guttural snarl that had me cowering against the seat in terror。 Edward smiled at her。 〃But keep your opinions to yourself；〃 he muttered suddenly。 =========================================================================== 19。 GOODBYES Charlie was waiting up for me。 All the house lights were on。 My mind was blank as I tried to think of a way to make him let me go。 This wasn"t going to be pleasant。 Edward pulled up slowly； staying well back from my truck。 All three of them were acutely alert； ramrod straight in their seats； listening to every sound of the wood； looking through every shadow； catching every scent； searching for something out of place。 The engine cut off； and I sat； motionless； as they continued to listen。 〃He"s not here；〃 Edward said tensely。 〃Let"s go。〃 Emmett reached over to help me get out of the harness。 〃Don"t worry； Bella；〃 he said in a low but cheerful voice； 〃we"ll take care of things here quickly。〃 I felt moisture filling up my eyes as I looked at Emmett。 I barely knew him； and yet； somehow； not knowing when I would see him again after tonight was anguishing。 I knew this was just a faint taste of the goodbyes I would have to survive in the next hour； and the thought made the tears begin to spill。 〃Alice； Emmett。〃 Edward"s voice was a mand。 They slithered soundlessly into the darkness； instantly disappearing。 Edward opened my door and took my hand； then drew me into the protecting enclosure of his arm。 He walked me swiftly toward the house； eyes always roving through the night。 〃Fifteen minutes；〃 he warned under his breath。 〃I can do this。〃 I sniffled。 My tears had given me an inspiration。 I stopped on the porch and took hold of his face in my hands。 I looked fiercely into his eyes。 〃I love you；〃 I said in a low； intense voice。 〃I will always love you； no matter what happens now。〃 〃Nothing is going to happen to you； Bella；〃 he said just as fiercely。 〃Just follow the plan； okay？ Keep Charlie safe for me。 He"s not going to like me very much after this； and I want to have the chance to apologize later。〃 〃Get inside； Bella。 We have to hurry。〃 His voice was urgent。 〃One more thing；〃 I whispered passionately。 〃Don"t listen to another word I say tonight！〃 He was leaning in； and so all I had to do was stretch up on my toes to kiss his surprised； frozen lips with as much force as I was capable of。 Then I turned and kicked the door open。 〃Go away； Edward！〃 I yelled at him； running inside and slamming the door shut in his stillshocked face。 〃Bella？〃 Charlie had been hovering in the living room； and he was already on his feet。 〃Leave me alone！〃 I screamed at him through my tears； which were flowing relentlessly now。 I ran up the stairs to my room； throwing the door shut and locking it。 I ran to my bed； flinging myself on the floor to retrieve my duffel bag。 I reached swiftly between the mattress and box spring to grab the knotted old sock that contained my secret cash hoard。 Charlie was pounding on