I hid my face against his shoulder。 〃I love you；〃 I whispered。 〃You are my life now；〃 he answered simply。 There was nothing more to say for the moment。 He rocked us back and forth as the room grew lighter。 〃Breakfast time；〃 he said eventually； casually — to prove； I"m sure； that he remembered all my human frailties。 So I clutched my throat with both hands and stared at him with wide eyes。 Shock crossed his face。 〃Kidding！〃 I snickered。 〃And you said I couldn"t act！〃 He frowned in disgust。 〃That wasn"t funny。〃 〃It was very funny； and you know it。〃 But I examined his gold eyes carefully； to make sure that I was forgiven。 Apparently； I was。 〃Shall I rephrase？〃 he asked。 〃Breakfast time for the human。〃 〃Oh； okay。〃 He threw me over his stone shoulder； gently； but with a swiftness that left me breathless。 I protested as he carried me easily down the stairs； but he ignored me。 He sat me right side up on a chair。 The kitchen was bright； happy； seeming to absorb my mood。 〃What"s for breakfast？〃 I asked pleasantly。 That threw him for a minute。 〃Er； I"m not sure。 What would you like？〃 His marble brow puckered。 I grinned； hopping up。 〃That"s all right； I fend for myself pretty well。 Watch me hunt。〃 I found a bowl and a box of cereal。 I could feel his eyes on me as I poured the milk and grabbed a spoon。 I sat my food on the table； and then paused。 〃Can I get you anything？〃 I asked； not wanting to be rude。 He rolled his eyes。 〃Just eat； Bella。〃 I sat at the table； watching him as I took a bite。 He was gazing at me； studying my every movement。 It made me selfconscious。 I cleared my mouth to speak； to distract him。 〃What"s on the agenda for today？〃 I asked。 〃Hmmm…〃 I watched him frame his answer carefully。 〃What would you say to meeting my family？〃 I gulped。 〃Are you afraid now？〃 He sounded hopeful。 〃Yes；〃 I admitted； how could I deny it — he could see my eyes。 〃Don"t worry。〃 He smirked。 〃I"ll protect you。〃 〃I"m not afraid of them；〃 I explained。 〃I"m afraid they won"t… like me。 Won"t they be； well； surprised that you would bring someone… like me… home to meet them？ Do they know that I know about them？〃 〃Oh； they already know everything。 They"d taken bets yesterday； you know〃 — he smiled； but his voice was harsh — 〃on whether I"d bring you back； though why anyone would bet against Alice； I can"t imagine。 At any rate； we don"t have secrets in the family。 It"s not really feasible； what with my mind reading and Alice seeing the future and all that。〃 〃And Jasper making you feel all warm and fuzzy about spilling your guts； don"t forget that。〃 〃You paid attention；〃 he smiled approvingly。 〃I"ve been known to do that every now and then。〃 I grimaced。 〃So did Alice see me ing？〃 His reaction was strange。 〃Something like that；〃 he said unfortably； turning away so I couldn"t see his eyes。 I stared at him curiously。 〃Is that any good？〃 he asked； turning back to me abruptly and eyeing my breakfast with a teasing look on his face。 〃Honestly； it doesn"t look very appetizing。〃 〃Well； it"s no irritable grizzly…〃 I murmured； ignoring him when he glowered。 I was still wondering why he responded that way when I mentioned Alice。 I hurried through my cereal； speculating。 He stood in the middle of the kitchen； the statue of Adonis again； staring abstractedly out the back windows。 Then his eyes were back on me； and he smiled his heartbreaking smile。 〃And you should introduce me to your father； too； I think。〃 〃He already knows you；〃 I reminded him。 〃As your boyfriend； I mean。〃 I stared at him with suspicion。 〃Why？〃 〃Isn"t that customary？〃 he asked innocently。 〃I don"t know；〃 I admitted。 My dating history gave me few reference points to work with。 Not that any normal rules of dating applied here。 〃That"s not necessary； you know。 I don"t expect you to… I mean； you don"t have to pretend for me。〃 His smile was patient。 〃I"m not pretending。〃 I pushed the remains of my cereal around the edges of the bowl； biting my lip。 〃Are you going to tell Charlie I"m your boyfriend or not？〃 he demanded。 〃Is that what you are？〃 I suppressed my internal cringing at the thought of Edward and Charlie and the word boy friend all in the same room at the same time。 〃It"s a loose interpretation of the word "boy；" I"ll admit。〃 〃I was under the impression that you were something more； actually；〃 I confessed； looking at the table。 〃Well； I don"t know if we need to give him all the gory details。〃 He reached across the table to lift my chin with a cold； gentle finger。 〃But he will need some explanation for why I"m around here so much。 I don"t want Chief Swan getting a restraining order put on me。〃 〃Will you be？〃 I asked； suddenly anxious。 〃Will you really be here？〃 〃As long as you want me；〃 he assured me。 〃I"ll always want you；〃 I warned him。 〃Forever。〃 He walked slowly around the table； and； pausing a few feet away； he reached out to touch his fingertips to my cheek。 His expression was unfathomable。 〃Does that make you sad？〃 I asked。 He didn"t answer。 He stared into my eyes for an immeasurable period of time。 〃Are you finished？〃 he finally asked。 I jumped up。 〃Yes。〃 〃Get dressed — I"ll wait here。〃 It was hard to decide what to wear。 I doubted there were any etiquette books detailing how to dress when your vampire sweetheart takes you home to meet his vampire family。 It was a relief to think the word to myself。 I knew I shied away from it intentionally。 I ended up in my only skirt — long； khakicolored； still casual。 I put on the dark blue blouse he"d once plimented。 A quick glance in the mirror told me my hair was entirely impossible； so I pulled it back into a pony tail。 〃Okay。〃 I bounced down the stairs。 〃I"m decent。〃 He was waiting at the foot of the stairs； closer than I"d thought； and I bounded right into him。 He steadied me； holding me a careful distance away for a few seconds before suddenly pulling me closer。 〃Wrong again；〃 he murmured